B to the E to the HELL

so 2day was the BE test which everyone was not ready for (i think ),most of the questions hav got nothing to do with what we learn,its more like application of theory,which is a lot of thinking time.Maybe it could have been better if we got like 3 hours to do the test instead of 2? i couldn be so sure bout that.

What happened before that was a head-breaking studying of what we learned which i think exhausted some ppl.I only manage to make myself awake by playin music from my laptop(which cannot go the net that moment) n since im quite awake i was taking candid pictures of the sleeping ppl hehe


Thats Emily at the bottom n Raimi at the top (Don't they look cute 2gether? :P)


Simah n Jul at the front with Alia at the very left who just woken up before i took the pic


Once again,this is not 1st time i got a candid pic of Nabil sleeping(this candid was the 2nd one)

I was supposed to be sending Sab off 2day but i couldn since i got grounded at home for this chinese tradition thingy(the mid-summer festival) so pretty much I can't go out (Sorry Sab)

Hopefully i get to manage a pass on this BE test if i can't get a merit or a distinction.Its from these tests n assignments that determine our fate in ITB,i gotta stay in all the time,every mistake counts n i must prove to myself that i deserve to stay n strive for the best performance there ever is becoz one day,i might just be grateful for the excellence i did.

-Hanster's out-

recap

Sunday 16 sep 07
Lucky i wasn stuck at home today,since i gotta go to mirul's house to giv him some songs from bluetooth to his phone but tat is only done while inside hilmi's house. We played abit of those yugioh cards that we nvr played for almost a year,so our decks r probably the same still.

After that we were talking bout many things which included hil's secret stash of dvd's which suprised me a lot,then there was this relationship talk which i got a lot of advice from mirul bout it (despite his character,he's pretty gud at this kinda thing) which i will probably remember in the future


Wednesday 19 sep 07
Today Izzul n Afifah were off to UK for their studies n the airport is more diff to me 2day becoz its more than just a reunion wif the ex-pte ppl,it also has my ex-sgs frens who i didn hate.Seems like Shin yi n Zheng was leaving on same day as well.I met so many ppl tat its too much to list them down here.

Man,everyones leaving so soon,brunei is definitely gonna be so quiet without those ppl,i will be stuck here studying n getting good grades while preventing more hostility from other ppl in the future.

Thursday 20 sep 07
Almost a free day for me since my CO class was shorter than i expected,n other class (A1) was free so i managed to get to see Adul bout our BL report n along wif Arif n Yusra for the BIS presentations.

And Fatin also made this whole thing on the whiteboard with our names,lecturer's names,sketches,quotes n other things.It was quite a sight to look at

-Hanster's out-

byebye pu3

yesterday was pu3's turn to leave for overseas, and it turns there were few more guys (yes she's probably the only one out of the whole bunch who's a girl) were going wif her as well. Suhaila was there earlier than i did but leaves later since she's gotta go as well by 6.15.Then came along some of her friends,then l8r rhy,adib,hisham n ariffin.And wow,pu3's family really has way more girls than boys,the ratio is probably about 10:1 hehe.Pu3 came around 6pm-ish and her flight was 7.30 so we didn get to see much of her but we managed to say our gudbyes n gud lucks to her.

After all of us went to rbc upstairs to get something to drink then went to the waving gallery to c if pu3 is still there(i remember it was probably 7-9 years ago since i last went there) but obviously we can't really see the whole area from there so we din see her.Then we left the airport after tat, i sent rhy 1st b4 i went home,not too much of a distance n easier to remember since its almost a straight path for the most of it.

-Hanster's out-

free day

today was just one of those rare days where theres no lectures or tutorial,mainly because one of them was at the clinic and the other one was at a lawyers office. Guess i got a bit of a time extension for economics tutorial everyone was supposed to do today.

Since everyone's got free time for the whole day,wat else better than to do the BIS work given to us all last week.I was with Adul,Arif n Yusra to do the discussion on one of the tasks,but we ended up finding nothing much at all so we went back to the lab where everyone else was doing the rest of the work with varying degrees of sucess,some couldn do it without help,some got ok but still need help and some got it almost perfect.Not too sure hows everyone doing it considering all the noise and chaos in the lab but i'm sure everyone got it just fine.

so tats pretty much what happened 2day and of course,congrats to whichever team won the futsal thingy 2day (heard it was the AFC)
-Hanster's out-

30-8-07

i think i may be going to be a bit emotional typing these things out so please bear with it if it gets too over.

yesterday,i went to the airport to see zul off.He's off to South Hampton for his BST training.Man,everyone's leaving so soon,starting from dzan goin back for good to kl,qamarul's to Florida,then Zul and soon next week is Pu3's turn,wonder who else is next hehe?

not been in a good mood these days,probably from the onslaught on jokes brought upon me.While i do laugh at myself once in a while,sometimes enough is enough.Calling me that,i can still take it but however,spell tat different is just pushin it.Now maybe i will just talk behind them and see how they feel.I intended that to be as a joke last year but they just took it seriously.God,dun they ever learn anything from that yet?

i wish i could just tell them straight on but that is just suicide for me,one vs an unknown number (greater than 1 at the very least),its just not worth it,besides im sure most of them will nvr understand it anyways.

and sometimes i just dun really get this since many years ago,no matter what group of friends i joined,theres just always no room for me but always there is for others becoz everytime there's a split either by just not enough seats in one area or havin been split by groups assigned by others.Sometimes i just can't help thinkin,that this is a just a cruel fate that i hav to accept for my whole life even if i dun want to,its quite annoying really.

So that ends my not so emo post for today
-Hanster's out-

stress releasement

lately i been a little stressed,so i decided maybe i should at least make a post listing down all the words ppl think would nvr come out of my mouth regarding certain situations from the past(not necessarily from far back hahaha)

-I don't care if ur gas tank is low, just bring the damn car here

-Don't put up that cocky face whenever ur too confident,u just look effin gay with it

-You sure do have lots of interesting stories,but please keep it to few at a time and not tat long either coz i'm gettin bored already

-Whats with that changed attitude when u r wif ur frens?

I got more to say but this will do for now since i'm already feelin a bit better
-Hanster's out-

25-8-07

no idea wat i wanna write for title so i will just leave tat blank,so wats happening these days?

yesterday i finally got my notes for CO binded at the library,it was self-service though but it was kinda fun using the machinery to do it,not sure if theres cheaper places to do tat though since i paid $2 something for tat.

Also on tat same day i stayed back to do my work which was to write review for some fictional hotel.After some few hours of thinking work,i only get to finish whats like 10 to 20 percent of my work done(well its hard work thinking something esp when its fictional)

looks like i got caught in the flooding of comments on my friendster page(but the fun part is im gonna flood 2 ppl's page in return mwahahahaha) n i got more of a shock from a friend request so i'm quite disturbed till now

so i will just sleep n get rid of the problem(my common technique for personal problems which i constantly used last year for depression n stuff) so gud nite ppl
-Hanster's out-