Moody

Feels like wanna cut myself off frm the real world at times

Moody again

kWonder If the rain sometimes really can cause moodiness in someone?



Nothing can really make u more moodier especially u dun get certain things done due to having someone delay ur time, causing nothing to be done at all.




And of coz, it makes u moodier when someone doesnt reply ur calls or messages esp when u need a reply urgently.-Edited- Ok looks like those messages werent sent out, is DST to be blame again?



And i really dunno too if i will b able to see Zoel off back to UK 2day, things aren't the same anymore like last time I see him off, I got no haters(also his frens) I personally knew back then, but now I do, and if they were there, it wud be really annoying to see them again after a long while of not talkin to each other. Plus I got errands I gotta attend to 2day which will take a whole day.



This is seriously a messed up day :(



-Hanster's out-

What a disgrace

Memalukan sja this country. Yes ppl , this IS in Brunei. Free food was given out during this "Bersama Rakyat" event and ppl were crazy in trying to get them, some even brought plastic bags just to get even more of them. Mcm kan mati usulnya if inda dpt the free food. I think they reorganize structure in away that the ppl won't be able to get their hands on the food, gelojoh banar wah these ppl, i seen some of the pics of the event and its quite disturbing for me to see.

And to whoever took this video, thank you for exposing the really bad traits of some Bruneians (not being sarcastic here). Hopefully some of them "civilized" ppl will learn their lessons and behave properly.


-Hanster's out-

Friday the 13th posting

And no i'm not talking any creepy stuff despite the title above


As usual,a boring day for me today (a boring day to me is one where i hardly go out or hang out wif frens) but its quite interesting that i had like the longest chat on msn(which was out of the blue, becoz i hardly hav chats on msn till recently like few weeks ago) which was pretty much bout random stuff and some hilarious things.


And all of sudden during my non-chatting time, i started to really think some things bout relationships. I'm kind of freaking out now because of the stereotype of how some girls are really these days(obsessed with looks n kind of a gold-digger). A chubby guy like me could probably improve as to losing weight which i somehow do not have a motivation for,not because i was lazy but probably for another reason that i do not know of.


Either that or i need the "moves". Well you know, the so-called techniques that ppl have to learn by experience in gettin into relationships. I don't have the basic idea of the "moves" so it does frustrate me a bit. Probably thats why i hated that song "Beatiful Girls" by Sean Kingston because all i can think of when i watched the music video was this:


"How did such a guy way bigger than me gets all the hot girls? Must have the moves that i don't"


That would be also exactly the reason for me to switch channels or turn off the radio when i hear that song. Anyways, looks like i have to find n learn bout the "moves" as soon as possible or else i could probably freaking out even more when im still single at age 25 (thats not too far from now hehe)


-Hanster's out-

E-speed problems?

is it just me or almost the whole of brunei is having a similar problem with espeed?