rest in peace

im still at a shock esp from the 1st call i had from my cousin in KL during my group assignment who mentioned that my grandma has passed away. The news was just too shocking as i nvr expected this time would come though i heard she was a bit sickly last year. May her soul rest in peace and have a good rebirth


since my grandma lives in malaysia, its obvious the funeral is gonna be there so i have to head there by tomorrow for preparations and show of respect. Probably im gonna be there for 2 whole weeks which means i have to leave the rest of the assignment work to the leader and everyone else in the group,reducing the group to having at least 3-4 members most of the time considering the fact that raimi and haniten are quite absent for most of the time.

*sigh* what a dilemma since i value the funeral and assignment as equally important as they are and i feel guilty no matter which one i choose over the other.

Hopefully february will be a better month since i had many things going against me this month

-Hanster's out-