28 June 2007

New layout

Now here's a new layout that i decided to use(actually its almost a week i been using this but i only blog about it now).The design and picture editing was great so this was my choice out of all the ones i'm looking for.

My friend yesterday asked me whether i wanted to come play bowling today but unfortunately i couldn't since my damn memory couldn't remember the place despite having went there a lot of times and my mom wouldn't send me there(I can't believe i didn't know she's that negative of a person) so that kinda sent me on a depression episode for hours 2day(melancholy ppl get a lot of those) and that is not always a good thing.

*emo post start*

Why,why, why? Why is it that everytime you have to bring me down when I tried to make things better? Do you so badly want live in eternal suffering? I had enough with such a circle of that so if you still wanna live in that condition,be my guest but don't come to me if ur still there and i'm at a better place because you yourself asked for ur own suffering

*emo post end*

I think emo post is starting to become my habit,well better than not expressing how i feel hehe

-Hanster's out-

03 June 2007

Blogger post 3rd June 2007

Whew,what a tiring day,1st thing wakin up in the morning and i have to already get ready for a meeting(the meeting starts eleven but i woke up 10 something).This time i saw even more ex-classmates compared to last time.

The speaker(its someone who speaks not that speaker in sound systems) for some reason is quite inspirational.Everyone in there seems to understand how much pain and obstacles she encountered to reach her goals and dreams and now her parents and in-laws are really proud of her and were much more tolerant in helping her maintaining it(she's a mother fyi).

After the morning speech,everyone was given almost an hour break so there was me,mamul,shah,seit,tiqa,her sis and nad planning on eating nasi katok so we just tapau from one of the stalls at rimba and eat it at shah's house(i just realised he was one of my seniors at soas btw)

During the noon speech,some of the translation by another person into malay(i don't get the point considering every person in the hall seems to understand it) were quite hilarious that most ppl laughed.I think one of the translations went like this:

Speaker:What part of "all" did you not understand?
Translator: Bahagian "semua"apakah yang mun paham bisai?
Everyone laughed at this translation.

At the end of her speech she nearly made everyone cry with a touching letter that she read in a novel.

After the whole thing was over,we(the same group of ppl i mentioned earlier) went over a place (i think its called ACC) in Bunut where the food is quite cheap since i nvr saw an individual price that goes above $3.50.Apart from us,the whole lot from the meeting was there too,discussing about the meeting earlier(and creating noise pollution from the inside n outside hehe)

After thats done,mamul is off to send each and everyone of us home except for tiqa's sis since she left before our trip to the restaurant.So all that and now it was nearly 9 when i got home.I think i'm gonna get sick since my body feels warm and my ears are turning redder all the time.

So there,my really tiring but fun day.

01 June 2007

*Warning*1st emo post here

I decided i'm gonna post something emo here for the 1st time ever.Not sure if 1st is ever the right thing to say since i think i might posted some similiar types over at fs or multiply.

All this time I been misled by you ppl.I was assured that I can leave the past behind and start all over again but you ppl are just the same like the ppl in my past only reborn as a different person. Now I can see that all of you are just putting some false hope in me.What could I possibly done to deserve this? Thanks to you ppl i'm now stuck in this black hole i call home,unable to move from the pull effect of it.I'm very sure i will repay the favour back by cursing each and every one of your reincarnations.

Well there,the lamest emo post in the world,gotta go now
-Hanster's out-