30-8-07

i think i may be going to be a bit emotional typing these things out so please bear with it if it gets too over.

yesterday,i went to the airport to see zul off.He's off to South Hampton for his BST training.Man,everyone's leaving so soon,starting from dzan goin back for good to kl,qamarul's to Florida,then Zul and soon next week is Pu3's turn,wonder who else is next hehe?

not been in a good mood these days,probably from the onslaught on jokes brought upon me.While i do laugh at myself once in a while,sometimes enough is enough.Calling me that,i can still take it but however,spell tat different is just pushin it.Now maybe i will just talk behind them and see how they feel.I intended that to be as a joke last year but they just took it seriously.God,dun they ever learn anything from that yet?

i wish i could just tell them straight on but that is just suicide for me,one vs an unknown number (greater than 1 at the very least),its just not worth it,besides im sure most of them will nvr understand it anyways.

and sometimes i just dun really get this since many years ago,no matter what group of friends i joined,theres just always no room for me but always there is for others becoz everytime there's a split either by just not enough seats in one area or havin been split by groups assigned by others.Sometimes i just can't help thinkin,that this is a just a cruel fate that i hav to accept for my whole life even if i dun want to,its quite annoying really.

So that ends my not so emo post for today
-Hanster's out-

stress releasement

lately i been a little stressed,so i decided maybe i should at least make a post listing down all the words ppl think would nvr come out of my mouth regarding certain situations from the past(not necessarily from far back hahaha)

-I don't care if ur gas tank is low, just bring the damn car here

-Don't put up that cocky face whenever ur too confident,u just look effin gay with it

-You sure do have lots of interesting stories,but please keep it to few at a time and not tat long either coz i'm gettin bored already

-Whats with that changed attitude when u r wif ur frens?

I got more to say but this will do for now since i'm already feelin a bit better
-Hanster's out-

25-8-07

no idea wat i wanna write for title so i will just leave tat blank,so wats happening these days?

yesterday i finally got my notes for CO binded at the library,it was self-service though but it was kinda fun using the machinery to do it,not sure if theres cheaper places to do tat though since i paid $2 something for tat.

Also on tat same day i stayed back to do my work which was to write review for some fictional hotel.After some few hours of thinking work,i only get to finish whats like 10 to 20 percent of my work done(well its hard work thinking something esp when its fictional)

looks like i got caught in the flooding of comments on my friendster page(but the fun part is im gonna flood 2 ppl's page in return mwahahahaha) n i got more of a shock from a friend request so i'm quite disturbed till now

so i will just sleep n get rid of the problem(my common technique for personal problems which i constantly used last year for depression n stuff) so gud nite ppl
-Hanster's out-

lunches,screaming sissies and dehydration,oh my

well,this week its still relaxing,no tutorials YET even after the repeaters hav arrived which is bad since we are laggin in schedule but good coz we got more time for fun hehe.

for lunch 2day,its at ubd's amsara wif san,gg n jai where the food was great.Next time san,ur driving us to lunch hahhahah(split side:n fill ur gas tank damnit).After that we decided to go round the ubd areas where i got some "girls" in my car going all screamo n touchy on me,makin me lose my concentration for a while there(some training to keep my cool that is ).

And I really should not have taken my nap when i came home,becoz strangely naps hav the ability to make me feel dehydrated and thirsty the entire hours that come after them.

Oh well,not much to post for 2day,off i go then
-Hanster's out-

The week of exhaustion

this week has been rather fun but exhausting one due to many things needed to be done quickly(in terms of reading and other stuff)but all that aside,things that happened this week:

-A bunch of ppl from waiting list entering my class,which included jnol,adul,a pair of cousins and a bunch of other girls which im trying to know one at a time.

-Sanusi's car was actually a new one,i just found tat out thanks to bil's post bout it

-Few days ago I just found out some shocking facts bout my fren,well,not tat shocked but more suprised hahaha

Yesterday,i was doing one of my socialising activities at skul,which basically resulted in a lot of things,one of them was having king introducin ppl to the rest of the group.Another one was fahmi tryin to remember my number.And of course he's trying to make me laugh,which he didn managed to do 50% of the time (hopefully thats not sign of things to come)

As for 2day,i had lunch twice,once at the canteen,and another time at gdg with sanusi n faiz.I think we talked many things while there,one of which is the least i expected that is relationships( but oh well,couldn hurt to listen they gotta say bout tat hehe) then it was back to itb again,where one of them went to class n the other at library while i went off socialising wif the ppl i noe hehe

So here i am,typing this out and goin off for a nap later
-Hanster's out-