Ugh

I think i need help, i got way too much bottled up feelings that will nvr ever go on fb or twitter and i fear i might explode anytime soon.

Friendships

After being like 25 years on this planet, I don't even know why I could figure things only now, espcially with the  concept of friendships.

My observation of it goes like this:

Stage 1 - This is where usually people get to know each other and become friends. Starts with talking bout stuff and then develops to other outside stuff.

Stage 2 - Common interests/common factor

Stage 3 - Best friends/brotherhoods/sisterhoods/whatever u call it.

Unfortunately, for me, the third stage is where i have trouble getting to. Sometimes i just don't get why some group of people hang out for a year and become like best buddies and I hang out with the same people for the same period of time yet I don't feel that aura of buddies. Of course for me, that also stems from problems of getting into Stage 2. The most common thing UBD-ians are interested in are mostly football, something I don't have skills nor interest in. Guess this will be problem for me in the next few years then.....

Truthfully, sometimes i envy ppl with such friendships. Maybe it is something i desired for a long time after that mental damage i took from that depression a long time ago

First post of 2012

Well, l2012 has been already here for days (happy belated new years all hahaha), really didn't nothing much. Gotta really start reading that Business Icons that has been sitting there for quite a while unread.

New semester's gonna start next week, can't wait for it since I been resting for too long (despite stress is gonna be around fast). New start for me since its different modules I'm taking. Just hope I can do well in socializing since networking is not my best ability there forming bonds are just as equally difficult( probably because i'm in different classes with different classmates at all times)

Sometimes I don't wanna be judging ppl but sometimes the way they behave (such as being loud n oblivious to surroundings) really can get to your nerves and start judging them, especially when they come in groups.

Just realized I sometimes don't write much down here. That's most probably I just say what I feel here and never thought bout discussing stuff in greater detail

-Hanster's out-

On a break (the holiday kind)

And so its already halfway into my semester break (starting to get boring, but its ok, its not like we get a one month break so freely every now and then while in UBD).

After seeing my exam results a few days ago, i gotta say, its not too bad for my first one although that one expected "D" grade messed a little with my GPA grading (guess i won't be doing a 2nd major then hehehe) but overall i'm glad I passed the compulsory modules(only one more of that left to go) and I loved the "B" grades I got since i nvr actually got close to that grade since a long time ago.

Well I guess I will be busy trying to register my modules next semester, an annoying process once per semester since we got like literally hundreds of students trying to use the system at same time. Maybe the server is too small for that many number of students?

Trying to catch up with some of the series im watching like American Horror Story and True Blood since i watch too much anime hahaha. I think I'm just downloading too much and too little time spent on watching them.

-Hanster's out-

A (very,very) long overdue update

Just look at the last post before this... October 2009, wheww more than 2 years ago. Gotten lazier to blog during those 2 years due lots of things coming up....but more towards the lazy part since i still lots of things coming up as of now.

So what have i been up to?

Already having an HND, i ended up skipping my 1st year at UBD and became a 2nd year instead.

Got nominated by some frens to become part of the MPP. Cud be a gud thing though since i can apply leadership skills( if i manage to become one) since i don't intend to be a "subordinate" for the rest of my life hahaha.

Exams coming up, which is somewhat different from the experience in ITB having stricter rules on every single thing. Im just thankful in my 1st semester there isn't a night exam.

Maybe i will just update again when I got more things to say (which probably will take years hahahah)

-Hanster's out-

Thanks

Thanks to :

Azy for this :

Athirah, Fizah and Emily for this:

-Hanster's out-

Happy bday pu3

Happy bday to u pu3, may u have a blast at it :D











-Hanster's out-

Back to school (again)

So its back to that time again, where we are all going back to study in the final semester after that really long break.


So far the holidays have been great, although the only thing bout it most of us are enjoying it in Brunei along with some other group projects and personal commitments to be done.


So here goes to a much better semester



-Hanster's out-

Happy bday

Happy 21st bday (hopefully i got the number rite hahaha) to my classmate Hj Yusra.




-Hanster's out-

Congrats

I would like to wish one of my ex-classmates in ITB, Hafilah, congratulations on her wedding. May ur marriage be long lasting , full of love & blessings




-Hanster's out-

Another test

so pretty much in 10 hours after i blogged this, i hav another test to sit for. I just hope i will be able to do this one despite slowly gaining back my confidence (I lost quite a lot of it frm a previous one)







-Hanster's out-

Thinking of you

Thinking of You by Shad Strong

When we’re apart you’re all I think of.
I long to see your eyes and smile.
Eyes that sparkles like precious gems.
A smile that lights up my heart with joy and love,
like the Light of the World shining down from Heaven.
I long to hold your hand.
Just a touch warms my soul on the coldest day.
I long to hold you in my arms.
Arms that give me such a sense of security
that nothing could ever take you from me.
I long to kiss your precious lips.
Lips as sweet as candy exploding with passion.

Forgive me if when we’re together
I can’t stop adoring your divine beauty.
Even though you don’t tell me you love me,
I know what love feels and looks like.
I see love glistening in your eyes.
I feel love in the warmth of you hands
and in the tremble of you kiss.
You may not be sure that you love me yet,
but I have no doubts that you do.

I often think I’m the luckiest man in the world,
but God constantly reminds me that is not so.
It is His blessing, not luck
for me to have an angel like you.

-Hanster's out-

Tuesday's hyper

Today's as usual like any other day except for some things.


And a really great way to start off the day is knowing your marks for an exam. I was quite happy bout it coz its my 1st distinction ever since starting the final year (so far I only got one a test in the 1st year).

Next was just a 2-hour lecture to which surprisingly, I was able to actually understand what the lecturer was saying and not trying to fall asleep in the process.


Next lecture, well not really a lecture, just some Q&A session regarding the topic we are going to be using in our (yet another) exam next week.


Then noon came, class got replaced by something else, where everyone seemed a little hyper hehe.




-Hanster's out-

random shot

Doing a random shot somewhere 2 weeks ago, looks like too close to the floor and the bottom part is a blur.


So yesterday, went to ITB to send in my assignment, and heard something from one of my classmate. Turns out there was a class that day, which i thought was unconfirmed. Wonder whose fault was that for not telling me?


-Hanster's out-

My opinion on something

Everyone has something they would defend, no matter how stupid they may look while doing it, at least they are standing up for something they believe in.




-Hanster's out-

aku mau ayamku satu saja jgn tah banyak2..hahahaha



edit - that was actually adul disturbing with my dashboard while i was away moving cars hehehe

When sweets kill

Heres an article i got through a forwarded email

Dear All,
Please read this and advise your friends and family! You may save others' lives!

Incident One: A little boy died because surgeons found ants in his brain! Apparently this boy fell asleep with some sweets in his mouth or with some sweet stuff beside him.

Ants soon got to him and some ants in fact crawled into his ear which somehow managed to go to his brain. When he woke up, he did not realize that ants had gone to his head.

After that, he constantly complained about itchiness around his face. His mother brought him to a doctor, but the doctor could not figure out what was wrong with him. He took an X-ray of the boy and to his horror; he found a group of live ants in his skull. Since the ants were still alive, the doctor could not operate on him because the ants were constantly moving around. The boy finally died. So please be careful when leaving food stuff near your bed or when eating in bed. This might attract ants. Most importantly,

NEVER you or your child eat sweets before going to bed. You or your child might attract ants while you are asleep.

Incident Two: Another similar incident happened in a hospital in Taiwan . This man was warded in the hospital and was constantly warned by the nurses not to leave food stuff by his bedside because there were ants about. He did not heed their advice. Ants finally got to him. His family members said that the man constantly complained about headaches. He died and a postmortem or autopsy was done on him. Doctors found a group of live ants in his head. Apparently, the ants had been eating bits of his brain. So friends, better be safe than sorry. Never leave food stuff beside your bed you when you go to sleep.

Please forward this to your friends and relatives.



-Hanster's out-

Holidays

Hey everyone, hows it going? Nothing much going on here. Some of us in ITB are now havin a inter-semester break, with strings attached of course hehe. I've got bout 4 assignments to be done (actually more like 3 since 1 of them is a nearly finished group work) and probably arnd 2 more exams after skul starts


As for yesterday, me n my bro went to the mall coz they have yet another computer exhibtion going on(i wished they'd really stop with the exhibitions, its a real traffic disaster). Almost one hour of finding parking and still unsucessful in doin that.


Then later we went out wif Amir to Yayasan just for the sake of hanging out there since we got nothing to do. For dinner , we just went to Foodzone which is nice for a change since we always go for fast food restaurants whenever we had dinner.


So that was my day yesterday, n i hope all of you have better days ahead of you, filled with less immatureness


-Hanster's out-

Really?

Meanwhile, I got nothing to blog so far these days (no mood or nothing interesting to blog) so i will just quote a post made by my fren Yusra

Location : Sri Patik Brasserie Restaurant
Charaters : 4 students from UBD
Time : 12 30 Pm

Ada satu kisah pasal empat orang bini2 dari UBD. Lawa-lawa muka durang tu rasa kan mengurat bah... tapi sayang perkataan inda lawa. Now seriously, what I don't like about them tadi pasal durang atu hina ITB. Cakap durang atupun inda jua berapa kedengaran, tapi ani tah masih ku ingat.

girl A : hahaha(panjang ketawanya atu, inda ku tau apa cerita durang sebelum atu)....kalau aku kena bagi sebulan $500 pun aku malas kan masuk itb.
girl B (yg paling cute) : iatah bah karang lepas hnd mengambil degree lagi tu. Buang masa jua tu.
girl A: siapa inda dapat masuk ubd, iatah kena buang ke itb tu. ITB tu tempat buangan bah macam buang sampah.
*all of them : ketawa....hahahaha*
girl B (cute ia ani eh) : but u all know kah itb masa ani offer degree kali tapi inda banyak.
girl C : Awu aku pun tau jua.

bla.......bla........bla.........bla


It is very sad when some people are still ignorant and masih anggap ITB ani tempat buangan. Di HYS dulu pun ada jua masih orang catu terutama sekali yang sudah dapat degree suka hina itb. Anyway, I know that all my friends in ITB are very useful and capable to develop Brunei. Mark my words that I believe some of them will become the Permenant secretary and even the minister. This is not a joke. Macam mana tah kan maju kalau Institusi di negeri sendiri pun kan dihina.



-Hanster's out-

Bday greeting

Happy 21st bday to Amir and Azy, have a great one guys












-Hanster's out-