28 June 2008
27 June 2008
All cracked
And god im still nervous, results of my final test is out 2moro for which my fate heavily depends on, whether i PASS, RESIT , or even FAIL/REPEAT/OUT. All i can do right now is to hope it all goes well as my chinese horoscope predicted that i will encounter more obstacles than before this year, a fact which is accurate from what i've been encountering so far for almost half a year.
-Hanster's out-
26 June 2008
Stucked again
Damn,Im still nervous coz according to rumours, results are out on the day of our SWE briefing.
-Hanster's out-
19 June 2008
Rain shots
16 June 2008
Tagged
7 facts bout me
- Melancholic by nature
- A very curious person which can rub ppl the wrong way if too excessive
- Likes anime
- Likes those tv shows with special effects eg. Heroes
- Says what's on his mind
- Shy
- Has good points not known to me but known to others
7 things that scare the hell out of me
- Being alone in a "strange" world
- Lost of abilities
- Future heartbreaks
- Alienation
- Ppl in heavy make up
- Unxpected things in my schedule/calculations
- Depression
7 songs you been listening recently to:
Rihanna - Take a bow
Saosin - I can tell
Orson - Bright idea
Natasha Bedingfield - Pocket full of sunshine
T.M Revolution - Resonance
Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest
Disturbed - Inside the fire
7 Favorite Old School Songs
Puddle of mud - Blurry
Bee Gees - Stayin alive
Bon Jovi - Always
Bon Jovi - Its my life
Pink Floyd - Another brick in the wall
Korn - Y'all want a single
Metallica - Enter sandman
7 most spoken words or phrases
- Really?
- No!
- Literally
- Looks like....
- Not yet
- I dunno
- Yup
7 most valuable
- Friends
- Phone
- Laptop
- Computer
- Wallet
- Earring/Studs
- Charger
7 "first time" in my life
- Skype-ing
- Hanging out till almost midnite which is for a month
- Getting my ear pierced
- Transfering schools
- Learning the "brunei" malay language
- Learning to drive
- "Brotherhood" (tat didn quite worked out well in form 5)
7 people to be tag
I will just tag anyone reading this hehe
-Hanster's out-
15 June 2008
Weekend update
So I actually skype-ed for the 1st time last nite. Did it with Anna and Amali which at 1st was giving me troubles bcoz of mic configurations hehe(which distorted voices into robotic types) but i got it under control minutes later. At the end of it looks like i owe them a singing of songs, which i was too shy to do, and they hold that till today as well hehe. Oh boy, a shy me singing to them, that would be quite a shock even for myself :P
And currently while typing this blog up i was already back from dinner for almost 10 minutes which they didn knew (until i tell them this later, which i will wahahaha)
-Hanster's out-
13 June 2008
Friday the 13th posting
As usual,a boring day for me today (a boring day to me is one where i hardly go out or hang out wif frens) but its quite interesting that i had like the longest chat on msn(which was out of the blue, becoz i hardly hav chats on msn till recently like few weeks ago) which was pretty much bout random stuff and some hilarious things.
And all of sudden during my non-chatting time, i started to really think some things bout relationships. I'm kind of freaking out now because of the stereotype of how some girls are really these days(obsessed with looks n kind of a gold-digger). A chubby guy like me could probably improve as to losing weight which i somehow do not have a motivation for,not because i was lazy but probably for another reason that i do not know of.
Either that or i need the "moves". Well you know, the so-called techniques that ppl have to learn by experience in gettin into relationships. I don't have the basic idea of the "moves" so it does frustrate me a bit. Probably thats why i hated that song "Beatiful Girls" by Sean Kingston because all i can think of when i watched the music video was this:
"How did such a guy way bigger than me gets all the hot girls? Must have the moves that i don't"
That would be also exactly the reason for me to switch channels or turn off the radio when i hear that song. Anyways, looks like i have to find n learn bout the "moves" as soon as possible or else i could probably freaking out even more when im still single at age 25 (thats not too far from now hehe)
-Hanster's out-
07 June 2008
Its near the end
And it sure is a coincidence that the Euro cup 2008 starts exactly on the day my final exams ended. Even though i'm not such a football fanatic, i'm still quite curious bout everyone's opinion of which team is gonna win.
-Hanster's out-
05 June 2008
whew..
-Hanster's out-
03 June 2008
Another Day
Once again I'm at ITB today studyin . Can't seem to study much at home because of the negative "atmosphere" that makes it difficult to study and I can't guarantee that the exam for the subject I'm studyin for is gonna come out easy, there's bound to be tricky questions and more trickier if some ppl don't understand the grammar of English used for the question (I remember quite a number of classmates got an answer wrong because of that during one of those tests).
Yesterday we had Business Law for the exam which as usual was difficult at some point. Sometimes this subject really reminds me history for O levels where most facts are fixed because it really happened in the past and we are supposed to remember the facts, every one of them so it's important to get the correct part of the facts. Thank goodness we had tips to answer better from the unit lecturer so it was slightly easier because we know which parts to focus on. I remembered that I forgot to share these tips with the A2's because I didn't talked to them on the day and as for the A1 who didn't came on the revision day, I shared only with a few of them since I don't feel like letting everyone know (yea I will blame that sort of mentality over a pointless event a long time ago).
Also after that exam, BIS results (except for our final exam marks) were posted up for everyone to see. For me I was rather disappointed with the results of my final group assignment, and stressed too because my group is the only group to fail that assignment but at the same time I was kinda expecting it because comparing my group's work with others (mostly A2's as I was responsible for collecting their work) they did so much better than us at every question/instruction. Well, nothing to blame there since I have already seen that coming.
Well off I go then
-Hanster's out-